"BAY WALK"

Me and my Boylet were together last Saturday 11/12/05 we went to intramuros to meet other friends to play badminton but they didn't showed up. So we decided to go to Bay walk to watch the sunset. Then when we got there we sat on the bench and watched the sunset. It was a very nice experience of him and I. I acn feel the spark between us. I'm very happy that time because I've dreamed of that before that a guy would bring me to a nice place. And when the night comes we sat beside the sea under the stars with romantic music. It's very nice. I can remember the hugs and kisses that we've shared that night and the sayings of I LOVE YOU to each other. Actually he cried at me. He said he's having his tears of joy because he's with me and he felt loved by me. I hugged him and said to him that I'm very happy that I have met the man of my dreams. He also told me that no one except me that made him happy. And he thanked me because I always understand him. He's very nice I really like him. And now I felt lucky to have him in my life. I'm praying that one day he will be my husband and he will become the model of our kids. that is the most memorable experience that we had in "BAY WALK"

" I did everything just to find him but nothing happened"

October 31, 2005 we visited my grandfather's cemetery. thet time me and my almost boyfriend " M.U." are texting each other. we're planning of meeting each other at manila memorial park near our home in bf. parañaque. I told him that it's near to us coz we have a short cut there from our village. then we both felt the excitement. Then when my cousin, my friend and I were there already we kept on texting him and calling him. we tried to find him any where but i guess we're not destined to meet each other that time. My foot aches already and I'm already tired in searching for him I guess he also feels that way. I felt that I did everything just to find him and be with him for just a single moment but nothing happened. I feel frustrated and at the same time sad coz i expected too much but nothing happened.

" new love life new life"

Well after 5 months of moving on I met a new guy again. He's so kind, gentle man, intelligent, sweet and caring. I met him when I've joined my org's seminar Self Awareness Seminar(SAS). I actually don't know happened. I just fell for him I mean I easily developed my feelings for him. After the SAS we became very close friends he waits for me after class or I wait forhim after class. Then every lunch time since we have the same break we're together. He's very nice I actually do not expect that this thing will happen that he will also fell for me. But we've only known each other 3 weeks ago. And he told me his feelings that he loves me already and I also do love him. and yesterday while he was withme in the University MallItold him that I don't love my x boyfriend any more but he keeps on telling me that I still do love my x but I really told him that he's the one then I cried. He told me it's ok to cry and he'll help me to move on. And we promised with each other that after 1 year or 2 years then we're still close and still have feelings with each other we'll try to have our commitment. I really love him. I guess he's the one and I guess that I'm inlove again.