I Don't know what to do
I don't know what to do right now. About my situation with my best friend . I don't know if this is normal if you're best friends and you fell for each other. We both don't like to destroy our friendship that's why it's hard for us to make a commitment. But we do both love each other and we both don't know what to do maybe we should stay friends. Then after a year or so then maybe we can be more than friends but I don't know if we still both like each other that time that's why i don't know what to do because I really really fell for him and he also does fell for me too.
Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away
" I'm inlove again "
after 4 months of sorrow about my x boyfriend finally i moved on already. He has his new girlfriend now and his girl friend is very nice she became my friend and that's very cool. Many things changed and happened. Last September 30 up to October 2 I've joined an overnight seminar called Self Awareness seminar in Social Actions Office(SAO). this Seminar is very helpful for me. I knew new people they are very nice. I met this guy his very nice at first I thought he's very snobbish but as days passes by we became very close even after the camp.He waits for me after class. We're always together. He'svery sweet caring loving etc. He got the character ofmy dad. And that's what I dream for for a guy. Eventhough he's not that handsome but he's very nice. I'm starting to developmy feelings for him. He told me that there is a possibility for him to court me but there are many obstacles that's blocking his way to that to mehe mentioned time. it's true it's just a week that we're together but we became very very close already. second he told me that he has a girl friend but they broke up last monday october 10. third we're both member of one org. and there's a policy about that. But he told me that maybe after a year or what we can be couples. We promised to eachother that if we both have feelings with each other then we just tell eachother tht we're inlove. But you know with that kind of attitude of him I really fell for him already. I love him but I got to control my feelings beacause I don't want to expect that he will be my boyfriend someday.but everyday that we're together the more I'm getting myself developed with him. And I don't know what to do now I guess I'm inlove again.