" I did everything just to find him but nothing happened"

October 31, 2005 we visited my grandfather's cemetery. thet time me and my almost boyfriend " M.U." are texting each other. we're planning of meeting each other at manila memorial park near our home in bf. parañaque. I told him that it's near to us coz we have a short cut there from our village. then we both felt the excitement. Then when my cousin, my friend and I were there already we kept on texting him and calling him. we tried to find him any where but i guess we're not destined to meet each other that time. My foot aches already and I'm already tired in searching for him I guess he also feels that way. I felt that I did everything just to find him and be with him for just a single moment but nothing happened. I feel frustrated and at the same time sad coz i expected too much but nothing happened.